HateI hate the way I talkI hate the way I walkI hate the way I smileCan I hate myself even more??I hate the way I love youI hate the way I fell around youSo stupefied and passionateI hate the way I dream about youI hate the world for giving me painI hate the clouds that drop the rainI hate the sun that warms the worldI hate the moon that gives the loveI hate every thing about me and this worldI just wish I could go on and carry on my deathHurting me until I fell the last drop of life in my bodyAnd has I close my eyes my last words would beI love you so much that I hate you...............
For a special someoneFor you the birds singFor you the sun smilesFor you the flower sent there perfume in the airFor you the sky turn blueNever forget that the sun dont ever shineBut hes still thereThe flowers dont grow in winter But the seeds are sleepingYour nothing to someBut special to many othersThat without you just cry and die slowlySo be happy, remember the friends that give u confortTo you i write this wordsTo you i send a piece of my soulTo you i send my heart to the windFor you to know im there for you allways and forever.
Melodies of lifeCant stop earing this songSo much pain insideBut yet so true the words she saysWhat will tomorrow brings to me??Voices from the pass join yours and mineSo much memories of my lifeSo much trouble along the wayWill i be happy some day?Will i jump into your arms someday??Will i smile for you and say my love this is the day our lifes will unit?Will i ever say those words?Will i ever smile again?The voices ecos in my headThe words are carved with fire in my heartYour words, your promissesAre they true??I love you thats the only truth i knowThats what makes me carry on this lifeMelodies of life.......my life and
The light that shines withinListening to a sad songwriting this words to someoneBut who??Maybe to the one i love endlesslyMaybe to the one that make me shine withinBut im looking and searching and hes not hereAnd sadness fills my heartEmpty of love but full with sorrow and scarsScars so deep and so big that even the biggest truest love of allWont heal himMaybe u can make me shine withinWith your lightBut the scars are so bigIm afraid to love again that wayThe song gives me so much memoriesGood ones The memorie of once The memorie of beforeBefore the sorrow Before the painWhen there was only love and happynessWhen there was only
Im nothingWhat am i??Im nothing, im souless, im heartless.Lost in a world that dont have a place for me, for ppl like me.Is there in this world someone like me???That suffer the way i do every single day???I wake up with an emptyness on my heart so big that i dont understand how i live every day.I crowll to my empty sit and what do i see when my eyes open??Darkness, so thick that i bump on everything.A pain so real that hurts so much that i dont know why ppl dont see it.Im nothing, im a shadow of myself.The ones i love allways leave me one way or the other.I cant be loved, i cant have a happy ending, theres no fairly tail for me.I
MistakesIm sorry for my mistakesI did so much of them along the wayIm sorry for causing painMy mistakes soround me every dayIm sorry to be the oneThat brings so much pain and sorrow to othersI shouldnt have been bornMy mistakes kills others soulsIm sorry to breath the air needed to someone elseIt shouldnt be this wayI should die and give life to a baby thats starting livingI must die to stop the painThe pain but not mineThe pain of all the othersThat suffer from my mistakesI jus want to say to all the ones i hurtIm only human im sorry for my mistakes